Sometimes I just feel – terribly lonely. These are the days that nothing really helps. I just sit there, or walk on the streets, or talk to people, but inside, a longing for someone tears through my existence. I whine, yes, but sometimes I can’t help but feel people around me are noticeably happier in whatever they are doing. Except me…who just longs and longs for someone to arrive, or to be in a group of friends who truly understand.
I was going through my old chat logs. A lot of memories, a lot of bad blood.
I wish I could go back to those college days again. There’s a pandemonium here. I just want my sanity back.